Aspiration

Aspiration

It was probably about six years ago that I first gave voice to my now held aspirations.  The question to “What do you want to do with your life?” was met by an expressed desire to pursue vocational ministry.

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Part of my story has to do with the various church (and pseudo-church) settings that I went on to be involved with.  Part of that story has to do with the fact that I was never sure that this group could even facilitate what I knew then was essential training.  Whether there was a place for a trained me to serve was thought of with even greater uncertainty.

I had been lead to a church where those uncertainties began to unpack and dissolve.  Here was a church that took the Bible seriously.  Here was a church whose commitment was reflected in every aspect of its public worship.

Here was a place that, though still quite infantile, had a suggested path between expressed desire and fulfilled desire insofar as it concerned my pastoral ministry aspirations.

But there was a problem.  I had to work.  There was no way I could have lived off of a student allowance.  And besides, I didn’t qualify for a student allowance, nor was it possible to receive one while studying through the college that lay along the path that had been opened up to me.

Medical retirement meant I would be able to receive financial compensation on account of my back injury.  This was especially the case as the job that I had changed to did nothing to make my pain less, or the problem better.

The Road Less Traveled

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In This Series

  1. The IRD was a Pain in the Back
  2. Aspiration
  3. Study
  4. Behive Sails

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